Thought Disorder

Monday, November 27, 2006

Like whaaaaat?

~~MONDAY~~

Hmph so woke up at 1pm. Didnt go swimming. No exciting event today. No movie outing today. No fenzu. Hahaha it's a slack day but i'm feeling awfully tired. There's a sense of dread lurking somewhere nearby because kaoji is like. FRIDAY SATURDAY. Well matter-of-fact, i'm much dead. Hurhur. I hate this part of the year. SIGH! ):

Anyway. It's quite weird a thing that i'm like in shicheng but it's still pretty cool :D Concert next wednesday and i feel relatively dead too. SIGH ):

Everything's not going my way.

This is teh 4th week of teh holidays. It's fast isn't it. I'm missing out on everything nice. And so, homework after kaoji. The bad side of the holidays- homework. SIGH.

Plus tons of co at mount sinai hurhur.

Out. I need to check out the online tv guide.

3:11 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

MONDAY!

The highly anticipated event of the year is finally nearing us. The event that weaved many webs of ~~lies~~ untrue stuff. Hum, loads of planning, mockery and puking done so it'd better be a big fat success. 've been waiting long enough for this memorable monday. I'd really like to burst the bubble harboured in that horny little mind. But anyhow, it's all thanks to the hugely ~~awful~~ awesome character that the chosen one possesses that makes monday a monday worth looking forward to. (no blues, no fenzus, no ties thankyouverymuch) Cool.

Today's drink is something like, oat milk? :D

(the simplest thing on earth like asking/clicking a button seems like the craziest thing to me now so pls tell me that i'm nuts)

I'm nuts. i'm nuts. i'm nuts.

12:59 AM

Thursday, November 23, 2006

AND YOU WILL FLY LIKE A PAPER PLANE

pluggged on <3 \\ like paper planes says:
hahahha there's a hill beside my mouth D:
felicia. [*thr3e'06] that beautiful sunset. US trip rocked! says:
LOL hill?
pluggged on <3 \\ like paper planes says:
the itchy spot
felicia. [*thr3e'06] that beautiful sunset. US trip rocked! says:
like how high is the hill?
pluggged on <3 \\ like paper planes says:
i think it's less than a cm
felicia. [*thr3e'06] that beautiful sunset. US trip rocked! says:
lol you dont call that a HILL!!!!!!
pluggged on <3 \\ like paper planes says:
then what?
felicia. [*thr3e'06] that beautiful sunset. US trip rocked! says:
a bump
pluggged on <3 \\ like paper planes says:
no a bump is pain
pluggged on <3 \\ like paper planes says:
this is itchy
pluggged on <3 \\ like paper planes says:
ahh i know
pluggged on <3 \\ like paper planes says:
it's a hump
felicia. [*thr3e'06] that beautiful sunset. US trip rocked! says:
ahaha okay thats a more appropriate word!

Sometimes THE FEELING is wrong. The instinct is hell wrong this time. (well it's probably wrong every time)

11:45 PM

Hum, so i literally slept the entire day yesterday. Only woke up to watch tv, eat, visit the toilet.

Today was still much okay. No slouching around at home. Went all the way to bedok to have the supposed lunch thing with only a few people, but it definitely beats slacking at home. Um it was like all of us had no clue who was gonna come, what were we gonna do, why on earth were we stranded at bedok. Hahaha, then we ate lunch at the hawker centre :D and after many rounds of indecision and hesitation, set off for vivo (and everyone had no absolute idea what were we gonna do there, but hmmm)

Srsly had no aim. The arcade there is incredibly small i'm hugely surprised. Eventually we settled for fondue at haagen daz, which was totally :D although it took a really long time to come. Yeah super duper fruper nice :) except that the strawberries were a lil sour. we shall go to amelia's house for fondue the next time!

I daresay today was better than hum, the class dinner? Yeah i hope that there's another outing soon :D

Anyway, CRISPY SEAWEED IS D NEW LOVE.

8:39 PM

Sunday, November 19, 2006

THE FEELING

It's probably a weird emotion that isn't real. DUH! But anyway it's still all cool to remember it :D THE FEELING?

I'm so busted out today. The entire week is finally over. The concert is finally over. Tres happy! (with a little mixed emotions worth pondering about hmmm) The weather was srsly unbearable today i'd almost wanted to die. Jiahui and i ran across the bridge (forgot the name) at the Singapore River just now after we got out of the chaos. Twas freaking cool X) HAHAHA OMG I SO WANNA DO IT AGAIN! :D

And, it's gonna be mount sinai for a long while when next week comes.

Remove the diskette and store it in a box to wait to be discovered, again. THE FEELING.

10:54 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006

CONQUER!

Grrr i'm so tired everything is like hazy now.
5 things
1) Ft and cindy are finally coming back tomorrow, like yaye(:
2) Basketball!
3) I think i should just pon tuition tomorrow
4) Tomorrow's THE day everything, sort of, ends! :D
5) The last time we'll probably linger in this current campus might be tuesday

And i totally discovered something absolutely shocking about suyun! HAHAHA OMG.

11:19 PM

Sunday, November 12, 2006

I'M SO CRAZY

3:12 PM

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Hershley's sundae pies are so :D AHH IT'S SERIOUSLY HEAVEN HAHAHAHAHA.

10 things.
1) I miss ft so much! (and hopefully u're having fun, not being tortured)
2) Feel like having a sundae pie/french toast now
3) I threw an umbrella away today. Hur ok random.
4) Staying at home is made cool with youtube :)
5) Balled in the rain last thursday with amelia! :D
6) Time flies.
7) It's been a year since i've gone to the arcade, needless to say play it.
8) Seriously thankful to jiahui (who's in HK holidaying i guess) for lending me Nana! El-fantastico :D
9) I wonder where my mum hid the camera. Gwrrarh.
10) When can i get my hershley pie? Damnt.

All's cool, with gelare+cycling soon! I can count time because i think it's 5pm in usa, hahaha.

6:39 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

AIRPLANE WAR! :D (i'd like to draw this on the walls of my chaotic abode, i think i'd! like someday, yes!)

Just felt like blogging suddenly. Umph these few days passed quite slooooowly (the absence of cindy and ft makes life somehow 'liao wu sheng xu') Am going to get my last badge tomorrow, supposedly, and then yaye finished.

The days are so loooooong. P'haps i should just get cracking on homework. Or just grab someone (hopefully the someone exists) to kill thursday, or maybe just laze around at home reading/watching youtube. That bored, only for thursday.

Ugh i'm practically starting to feel the strain of boredom on me. Well it's taking a toll somehow. To tell the truth, i'm quite perked up about moving to the new campus because it's equivalent to having new things in my life instead of merely facing these walls. These same walls. That'd kill.

Then again, there's much regret and remorse when i recall things. Many things. Utterances. Slips of the tongue. Decisions. Everything.

MOVE ON :D

hey show some love, you ain't so tough
come fill my little world right up, right up

9:55 PM

Thursday, November 02, 2006

After an extremely long term of MIA, am finally back, but not for long. Because this is much meaningless, apart from co i guess. (like don't remind me that they're total blood suckers)

Am studying tv guides and scrutinising magazines and making lists of time-killers to spend the holidays (apart from co again and provided i get the job like please please i'm much desperate) K and school is the best time waster in the entire world now. It's too redundant, i seriously learn nothing and simply am in no mood to do anything but whine every morning when i wake up and go "god, there's like school AGAIN" for nuts. WELL BUT ALL'S ENDING TOMORROW like finally!

I should get on to designing that tv schedule so i'll be occupied for the whole of next week. And probably thinking what to do anyway, except co duh it's always not in my timetable. Prison break's screening in about 15 min like yaye.

Anyhow. "once you're in it, you can't get out of it. and they won't let you out of it." It's coming true anyway. Inhumane. If you know what i'm driving at. I hate force, and choiceless options. What are the options for when you aren't even given a choice. I hate authority that occupies zilch authority in reality. And forces you to do things that are against you (and to hell with rules and all those brainwashing liquid) Best thing is they think it's right, and "it's for your own good" Absolutely wrong because i downright loathe the way things are right now. I hate compulsion, and things like, "you must do this, you must do that, if you don't do it you're in trouble" Thrashhhhhhh. Not like you guys can manipulate me.

Simply put it was a total mistake all from the start. Like, a wrong move.

9:42 PM

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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.